Today you are worthy.

Undress this shame I've been wrapped up in, only to put it back on again. On again. off again. In life this is an endless process. Spotting the darkness, identifying that particular root and walking through it. To deepening my state of inner peace. Building a place within myself that is of refuge. This darkness had been swallowing me up from the inside. Now I have a choice in the matter. I'm no longer powerless over my life. I'm a warrior with words. Words translate to thoughts and thus to action. Words carry vibration. they can be developed into a demonstration. I have a choice as to my own representation. I can look at aspects of myself as black and white or as shades of gray. To me, what makes me beautiful might not seem that way to someone else. What matters is how I feel about myself for this i spread and share with those about me. What choice am I willing to make today to improve my own standing in some way shape or form? I have to care. Knowing this is the start of a real journey which before I had always been denying myself. Making excuses finding reasons, finding flaws and thus holding myself back. I chose to shrink in fear. I chose to run away, to push people away from me. I sabotaged any chances of happiness in an attempt to spare myself of humiliation. I didn't let people in. I was scared, but I can still be scared. The difference now is I know I can walk through fear and find my way to the other side of things. There is always hope. Even in complete darkness.